Probably.......

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel like I'm so lucky to have
had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

~Probably shouldnt be this way~ LeAnn Rimes

The words tell the story of my life.
I miss you Michael Joseph, I wish you were here with me now.