what is this blog about you ask? nothing, everything, something... it's about my life, a way to vent it all out, a place to babble about things...some days i am creative, others not so much... enjoy


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It's all about the things I want in life,

the battle I face to get there,

the strength I need to make it through another day.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Makes ya wonder...

So yeah, I get my shit together, start to feel better about myself and then I no longer have anything to write about here. What's up with that? LOL

I guess I could be here talking about all the wonderful and positive changes I have made in my life, but then would ya'll be that interested in reading ?

I guess I could tell you guys about the downside of my 30 lb loss. Fuckin' stretch marks. Ugh, they are popping up in the oddest of areas. Places I cant see, but upon Phils massages, he finds and points out the new ones. I guess I should bust out the cocoa butter now. That is the small price I will have to pay to be healthy and fit again.

Hmm what else is new... On a near and dear friend of mine from NJ passed away on the 12th. John aka -peanut (2me) was killed in a motor vehicle accident. He was only 36yrs old. Through the years we made sure to keep in contact. He was a big comfort to me during the many very difficult times in my life. I will miss him tons, but I know he is up there keeping Michael company and telling him all about me.

The nicer weather is coming, and car sales are picking up. So that is less time I will get to spend with my hunnie. We are planning a May trip out to Ohio with a few days stop along the way back to have some vacation time.

Lots of forum gals getting ready to meet their little ones in the next 10 weeks or so. Its very exciting. I look forward to seeing all the pictures and hearing about their safe arrivals.

Read any good books lately? I just finished Lisa Scottoline's Devil's Corner. I have her newest, Dirty Blonde on order. She's a new fav for me.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

What's New?

What's new and improved, How about we start with me, me, me... LOL

I am doing AWESOME in the weight loss department. I have a grip on my life and the things that are going on in it. My priorities are finally all visible. Im on a roll. HealthyChanges that's where I am at, click the words. Im currently down 26lbs, but tomorrow is weigh in day so that number will increase tomorrow. BIG start for me. I got serious on Dec 26th, after Jaclyn took a picture of me on Christmas, I looked in the view box on her new digital and almost died at the sight of myself. My goodness.. See for yourself...
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Wow I amaze myself... It takes alot to show these pictures for me.. But hey I worked hard start this pattern, gotta keep up with it. I got a ways to go but its only going to get better!

Lets see what else is new...

Oh Tayler... boy this kid is amazing... Tonight is the final game against the first seeded team in our district/league. Dunmore is ranked 2nd which is an achievement in itself. The girls really came together for a kick as season!! 2 freshman starters (including Tayler) and a bunch of Sophmores and Juniors join the lone Senior tonight to take the title of District Champs... I will be on the edge of my seat all night... I SOOOOOOOO cant wait!!!!!

Ok so I will check in soon =) LOL i got bored already

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Hand out straight...

Ok slap it... LOL

Im sorry I haven't update, I will work on that soon I promise.

Yanno all this time working out leaves me little time for other things.. LOL
I know excuses, excuses...

I will try harder, tomorrow..LOL Im beat!