It had been awhile since I had gone up to the bar with Rosann, The main reason the SMOKE makes me gag in there. Stale cig smoke smells nasty. But she called tonight at 9:30 and asked so I dusted off the jeans and sweatshirt and threw on my tennis shoes and went. I was only there for a little over and hour but it felt good to go out again. The bar was slow, and I actually got HIT ON!! I was a little shocked, because I wasn't exactly looking hot..LOL
She is having a bonfire this weekend, I may make my way up there, phew twice in 1 week, I dont know if I can handle it.
I think if I stop emphasizing on what I am missing out on and get my ass out of the house I will be better off, and just may regain the confidence I had not that long ago. Confidence will in turn, help me stay motivated to loose this weight. Losing weight will in turn, hopefully help me get pregnant.
So I guess a beer or two a week wont do any harm. Sounds like a plan.
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