I am beyond frustrated with my life.
Im unhappy with things the way they are yet I DO NOTHING to change them. WTF is wrong with me? I dont understand it, yeah as I eat a brownie. At the computer like Susan doesnt want me to do. UGH UGH UGH
As far was what TCOYF says, my temp should be up before AF, well guess what, its not. Now I am wondering if I ever even O'd this month. I just dont understand all of this.
I hate the feeling of having no control.
My mother is almost out of the hospital, and hopefully I will then get some of my time back. She is doing much better, but now it has become a guilt thing if I do not go. Tuesday I take her home.
Phil is on my very last nerve today. He sat his ass up at the pool all day even though I told him I was not going to go until the house was done. Didnt mean shit to him, he got himself dressed and went. Well to spite him I stayed home. Who suffered? me obviously.
I just cant seem to get anything to go my way.
Im going to sleep
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