it's my life and im going to do what i want

every single decision i make in life is about me, as selfish as that sounds... the reality is i only have myself to look after, my hubby is almost 40 he can look after himself.... now im not saying i dont consider him in my decisions, cuz of course he's my numero uno, but for the most part this life is about me, its my journey


i have had a bunch going on, mostly busy busy at work, which i wont bore you with, but i will pat myself on the back and say that my improvements are only positives for the most part, and i had a hellava great weekend at work... i have never been through such a busy salesweek and come out feeling so on top of the world... i really think our team did an amazing job, and yes i will take part of the credit for how smoothly things ran... yeah thats right i toot my own horn occasionally, someone has to right?


in other tara news, i am going tomorrow to see if i qualify for free hearing aids...the audiologists thinks i should be able to get approved since i am employeed full time and young, and kinda need my hearing to function... we shall see... i received alot of mixed emotions from people on the whole hearing aid thing... i wasnt too surprised, i mean i know what i can and can not hear... i would rather fix the problem with a solution, then allow things to progressively get worse... i mean its not the end of the world afterall...

i have also gotten most of the things i need to get my garden rolling... im hoping to start the seeding this weekend if the weather stays this nice, its been beautiful the past few days and i am really looking forward to gardening...its one of those things that helps keep the stress away... im not sure if i want to try eggplants and squash again... im still on the fence, but i got plenty of tomatos and cucumbers and peppers oh my

im hoping for a weekend off here soon, a nice 3 day weekend so that phil and i can head to the beach, we need a little getaway and some alone time... we havent really seen much of each other lately, with our schedules being so off... i would LOVE to do this before we start our remodel at work, but its not looking to good for that happening, but hey ya never know






speaking of the remodel, im pretty darn excited about it, its going to raise the bar in our store and im excited to see how things are going to go... its going to be interesting to walk in every morning and see the changes made overnight

i have been having these very weird dreams lately, i wont go into detail, but lets just say, maybe they are my deep down innermost desires? haha who knows?