Well I have been finding myself. Sounds silly right? But the truth of it all is I needed to find myself. My old self, before babies, and deliveries, and loss of life. The true me that had been hidden beneath the mask of losing the one thing I have always dreamt about. Motherhood. Now I am not saying there will not come a day, but right now, I need to get me back to being me.
Yanno when I met Phil I was 175lbs. Now on someone with my bone structure that is skinny. I was wearing a size 7-8 jeans. 2 weeks ago, 18's were snug. 10lbs per size, you do the math. then add 7lbs. Give up? Ok fine I will do the math for you. At last weigh in at the doctors office I was 287lbs. Amazing huh? I know I know I dont look like I weigh that much but I do.. Well I dont right now.. =)
Today I am happy to report that I have lost 8lbs since October 20th ( the day I changed my life) I still have a long way to go, but yanno what? I can do it. Now my weigh in day is friday, so I will check back then with an updated number for ya...
So for every 10lbs I lose it's a special treat. The treat only I could love. SHOES!!!! Yup that's right, every time I lose 10lbs I will go buy myself a new pair of shoes. hmmm maybe a purse.. Oh well I will decide, something for me though.
So that is where I am at and what I have been up to.
This week may be a small loss week as I had some minor surgery yesterday and I can't do my full workout. But I am still walking, even if it is really slowly. Im not letting that get me down, as by tomorrow or thursday I should be ready to get back to my workout full steam ahead.
Keep it real, or you will really keep it. (weight that is)
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